Keegan Bartholomew Musgrave
I loved him
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I Love Him Still
“At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.”
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Magnetic
“And I remember when I met him, it was so clear that he was the only one for me. We both knew it, right away. And as the years went on, things got more difficult – we were faced with more challenges. I begged him to stay. Try to remember what we had at the beginning.
He was charismatic, magnetic, electric and everybody knew it. When he walked in every woman’s head turned, everyone stood up to talk to him. He was like this hybrid, this mix of a man who couldn’t contain himself. I always got the sense that he became torn between being a good person and missing out on all of the opportunities that life could offer a man as magnificent as him. And in that way, I understood him and I loved him.
I loved him, I loved him, I loved him.
And I still love him. I love him.”
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Otp promps
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Who rocks the Ferris wheel seat · Keegan without a doubt, she's a wicked little one.
Who takes photos of the other while they sleep · Mikhail does the photo taking, Keegan draws in his sleep.
Who sleeps on the couch when they get into a fight · Mikhail is the bigger guy in the relationship, so he would probably be the one taking the couch and let her have the bed
Who says “I love you” first? and end their arguments in a fight with “Because I love you”? · Mikhail said I love you first, Keegan is the one who ends arguments with 'because i love you' - she sort of believes everything she does is because of her love for him
Who slides their arm around their waist · Mikhail can't keep his hand to himself at all
Who falls asleep on the couch and who has to carry that person to bed · Mikhail carries Keegan to bed, but it's very unlikely she didn't come to bed first.
Who kissed whom first · It was a mutual decision.
Who spends almost all their money on the other · Probably Mikhail who spends the more money on Keegan, Keegan gives creative self-made gifts.
Who is embarrassed when they have to wear their glasses and who thinks they look super cute · They both rock it, and they know it.
Who offers their jacket when the other is cold · Mikhail doesn't even have to think about offering it, he just does it per automatic reflexes.
Who keeps getting threatened by the other’s overprotective older sibling · Probably Keegan fearing for her life whenever Sasha looks at her the wrong way.
Who compliments the other in front of everyone · Mikhail would probably be most prone to do so, but both do it without hesitation.
Who introduces their partner to their family first · Mikhail, but mostly because Keegan met Sasha on her own, but it would still be Mikhail either way - Keegan is too secretive to even tell Matthew she has a little sister.
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Always
"first. he touches you and you light on fire. your wrist blazes where his fingers meet your skin. the burns don’t show, but it’s hard to breathe with ash in your lungs. it’s so hard to breathe. you’re suffocating daily.
second. it hurts to watch him. he shines. he’s brighter than the sun, he’s too beautiful for your eyes. it’s hard to look at him. it’s even harder to look away from him. you’re going blind.
third. your ears are tuned to his voice. you could pick him out in a sea of thousands. his voice makes pretty singers who sing pretty songs sound dull. his voice makes everything else sound ugly.
fourth. the color of his eyes is blue enough to drown in. he is turning you into a clichéd love-wrecked being. you’re drowning, always sinking. down, down, down.
fifth. you know him. you love him. through a thousand lifetimes, across millions of stars, you’d find him, you’d never leave him. you love him, till death do you part."
( sixth. he loves you, too. )
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Otp prompts
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Who is more afraid of loosing the other · Keegan for sure, she's terrified and has come close one to many times.
Who makes fun of the other for having a crush on them · Probably none of them.
Who starts the hand holding · Keegan would do it for her own sake, if she felt sad or uncomfortable, and Mikhail would reach out for her if needed her presence.
Who is more protective · Both incredibly protective, but in different ways. Keegan does a lot behind the scenes to protect him, but Mikhail is the type to be a human shield to her in a battle or take punches for her.
Who has the most nightmares, and who sings them back to sleep after · Mikhail has the most, because his is fresher and newer and still something that is happening. Keegan used to have them, but now she helps him to sleep.
Who thinks they are not good enough for the others love · Keegan for sure, she thinks she is a monster compared to him.
Who thinks they keep messing up, only for the other to tell them they don’t need to worry · Keegan messes up, and Mikhail fixes it, just how it works.
Which one constantly wears the other’s clothes · Since Mikhail has a major thing for girls in his shirts and nothing else, Keegan wears his quite a lot.
Which one competes in some sort of activity and which one does the overzealous cheering · Mikhail competes, and Keegan has handpainted a giant sign to cheer for him.
When they sit side by side, do they touch one another · Yes, always. They need each others comfort to get by.
Who is the “if found return to _____” and who is the person · If Keegan is found, please return to Mikhail before she fucks something up.
Who is more likely to start dancing with the other · Keegan, the little wild sun, makes him dance in their living room all the time.
Who whispers inappropriate things in the other’s ear during inappropriate times · Again Keegan mostly, though Mikhail would find time to take her by surprise every once in a while.
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Symbols
➣M I K H A I L ▪ On her right arm, at the wrist, Keegan has 'Mikhail' tattoed in her own handwriting, in black font. The meaning behind this is rather simple, as it is the name of the man she sees as her soulmate and partner in life, despite not being together with him anymore. She got the tattoo a month after meeting him, and though it might have been a bit too soon, she didn't regret it at the time and she still doesn't. Rather early in the relationship she realized that she wasn't gonna meet another man like him again, and she also realized what he meant to her, even if it took her longer than that to actually say the words. At the moment she keeps the tattoo covered, either with bracelets or long sleeve shirts, as it would reveal information about their past to Mikhail, that she doesn't want him to know. ➣С о л н ы ш к о м о ё▪ At the back of her neck, she has 'Солнышко моё' tattoed in Mikhails handwriting. Translated to english, it means 'My little sun' - and it's a nickname given by Mikhail. The neck tattoo matches a similar one that Mikhail has in the back of his neck, which reads 'Wonderboy' in her handwriting. The couple got the matching tattoos around three months into the relationship. This tattoo is mostly covered by her clothing articles or hair, as it is rather low on the neck, so not a lot of people see it. Luckily for her, not a lot of people around her understand russian either, so even when they do see it they don't really know the meaning.
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➣N E C K L A C E▪ For her birthday, which landed a little over a month after the pair met, Keegan was giftet a diamond sun shaped necklace by Mikhail. Almost right from the start, Mikhail had been referring to nicknames related to the sun - such as sunshine, or the most common used 'My little sun'. Keegan hardly ever wears the necklace, as she cherishes it too much for daily use. You will find it around her neck for special occasions though, when she wanna show it off. But most of the time it's safely hidden away in its jewelry box. That doesn't she doesn't like, though, because she adores it. She is just afraid to scratch it or to lose it, so she is very careful with it. ➣K M▪ Always hanging around her neck, is an initials necklace. She never takes the necklace of. Most people who know her assume it stands for her own initials 'KM' - and she just left her midlename Bartholomew out, but if you really think about it, it wouldn't take a genius to know that the necklace is not her own initials, but rather her and Mikhails initials together. It wasn't a gift from Mikhail, but rather her own purchase. But Mikhail is very much aware of its existence, or well - he used to. The necklace isn't very long and very subtle, and you can't really see the letters before you are up close. Keegan also for a period of time added an 'N' initial charm, that hang from the '&' - but she has since taken it out. The N stood for Nikolai, the name of their son. But due to the circumstances of her current situation, and the fact that the identity of the son is unknown, she has taken the N charm out again. So at the moment it rests in a jewelry box, for safe keeping.
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Love languages
FIVE
Love Languages
Physical Touch
welcome home
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The Physical Touch love language is not all about sex. Nor does it mean that if your partner has Physical Touch as their primary love language that all they want is sex. The Physical Touch love language is more about intimacy. It could be holding hands, laying your head on your partner’s shoulder, or simply a hug. Just like someone might feel loved after reading a note from their partner, another person may get that same feeling when their partner runs his or her hand through their hair.
Keegan and Mikhail connected through intimacy, and because of this it's how they connect and get close with each other. They find comfort in each others arms, in a way that they can use words to express. For keegan especially touch has something she has feared for a very long time, and Mikhails is the only touch whom she accepts, everyone else tries she back offs and looks panicked like she doesn't entirely know what to do. This is also one of the reason their love language is touch.
C O M M U N I C A T E
Is it possible for home to be a person
and not a place?
________________How to Communicate: Non verbal use of body language and touch to show love.
Actions to take: hugs, cuddles, kisses.
Things to avoid: physical neglect or abuse.
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We Made It Work
